Текст песни L8ly - Christxphvr

Lately I've been thinkin' I don't like my voice, 'cause I'm sick
Lately I've been feelin' I don't have a choice, I'm the shit
Lately I've been thinkin' I don't wanna smile
Lately I've been feelin' like it's been awhile

Since I've felt good enough
Lately I've been thinkin' I don't like me much
I'm trapped inside my body, and it really sucks
I've had enough, I've had enough
Of self doubt, honestly I need to work this out somehow

See I'm trying, I am
But, lately I cant
Yeah, I'm trying, I am
But, lately I can't, yeah

Honestly, I don't know if I'mma post this song 'cause I hate it
Is it 'cause it's shit, or is it the mere fact that I motherfuckin' made it?
Like Mike WiLL
Honestly, should I go ahead and pop a bunch of NyQuils?
Nah, 'cause I'm up on the mic still
And I'm of the future just like Phil
But I'm still not good enough
So I might just mess it up somehow
Somehow

See I'm trying, I am
But, lately I cant
Yeah, I'm trying, I am
But, lately I can't

Yeah