Without You

Whats up mija
Its been a long time since we talked
I just want you to listen
Don't talk just listen

We went from crushing, to liking, to love
And fighting had me hitting cigarettes like buds
So check it out see there I was
Focused, I've seen through my mistakes
And learned that love is not a game
It made me smile and kept me happy too
So love is not to blame, I quit on giving excuses
I though I gave her the world
But didnt see that lack of love and time was taking my girl
Who always bragged on me, she even helped on my songs
I guess its true you never miss the ones you love till they're gone
I should advance in my papers, shouldn't have left with my friends
And even now with the money, the love is making no sense
So women all alone, thinkin of how you did her wrong
Is known to have this little voice inside, that says "Keep movin on"
I should of known it all along
That every time I left her home
I sho gave her the perfect explanation to her doin wrong
Its been a long time
But some how it seems like it just happened yesterday
Them words she just to say
Some how they just keep getting in my way tellin me

I don't ever wanna have to live my life without you babe,
I promise I'll be good to you
I know it's all about you babe

You know its funny how they say uh,
You get only one shot at true love in a lifetime
And I guess this is my shout huh
It's too bad things didn't work out the way we wanted them to
I guess that's just how it goes
I looked into your eyes
And I seen a tear drop fallin
And it broke my heart that it was my fault
But I can't change me
See I never felt love before and its killin me
And I see you were down for me
Haven't used since I was around the abusers
Who used us for the name, for the game,
For the fame, but them hoes were the same
And you came with the real and you never lied
But you got a man and you need to be by his side
Cause when enemies come
They come for the ones that you love
And I swear to God
I would empty my home in my own chest
If I knew you were layed to rest
Sometimes the hardest things to do in this world are the ones that are for the best
And I gave you my heart
But I don't want it back you could keep that
Cause its yours
In lovin memory
Of the love that could never be
In a physical form
And you and I both know
You win some, you lose some
So we walk away
From being in love
Damn, as I turn away I could hear you say
"I don't wanna live"

I don't ever wanna have to live my life without you babe,
I promise I'll be good to you
I know it's all about you babe

Baby doll you're the one I wanna be with
You're the kinda girl I wanna be seen with
If you see what I see
It could be me and you
With the love is really true
You be one i'll be true
Whats the matter baby boo
Am I comin too hard?
Comin out hard like I rolled the bulevard?
Got the keys to my heart
You were knocking on my door
Door was always open
I was wishing, I was hoping
You could see it in my eyes
I ain't gotta lie
I don't give a fuck
If I roll a new truck
Cause the money can't buy true friends you can trust
All the love and the lust
We discused on the hush
Wuts the matter baby?
Tell wuts matter wit it
Tell me why you mad at me
Tell me if you can
Maybe I can be your man
Do you really understand
That I'm doing all I can
But the snitches and the bitches
Steady fuckin up my plans
Cause I am what I am
And I do what I do
Its fucked up getting caught up with a love that ain't true
Like the first time around we were crazy little kids
Im a sucker for the love
And you did me like you did
Now the second time around
Do you whisper in the wind
Cause the rumors go around
Now you're caught up in the twist
No matter what they say
Trynna dirty up my name
Romero, I'm a lobo
I ain't never gonna change
But no matter what they say
Baby its o.k.
You wanna have fun
We can have it that way
Im a lover
Im a fighter
Im a rapper
Im a writer
And i'm looking for a hyna that is proper
That will give me all the time in the world
From her head to her toes
In the backseat
Parked on the side of the road
Give me one last dance
Give me one last chance
With the one mans girl that I'm living with out

I don't ever wanna have to live my life without you babe,
I promise I'll be good to you
I know it's all about you babe

You see in realtionships
You get what you put in
And you get what you deserve
See I got what I deserved
And I made it like that

Dont leave me alone
I coulnt make it on my own
I hope you're o.k.
Im sitting, waitin by the phone
I want you to stay
So baby when you coming home?
But what can I say
You're never home,
You're always gone