Текст песни Emotional Wrecking Ball - Conkrete

There's a battle in my mind Between angels and demons
Only God knows how this resolves When the walls are crashing in
And my body's breaking I'm an emotional wreck
An emotional wrecking ball An emotional wrecking ball

I'm bouncing off the walls again That endless pit I'm falling in
I'm thinking I should call it quits During alcoholic fits
I tried to clean the dirt off I was buried in
But washing sins isn't helping them to go away I stare at Washington's

Thinking this is all I am All I'm worth, lost since birth
Caught in hurt, tossed in dirt Life's a bitch, there's nothing I can offer her
Feels like I can't talk to her God, it burns, the oddball swerves
Every single choice I makes not popular Everyone can get it

Every single thing I'm wrecking From the walls, my life dejection
Trying to take a shot, contested Not progressing, I'm obsessed with my projection
But I'm less than what success is So I'm getting heated
Swinging, bringing meanness Hurting people that I love

Holding on to every grudge Why do I feel so damn stuck
I just need a little luck Sometimes I just wanna run
Sometimes I just wanna jump Sometimes I won't even budge
Sometimes I might throw a punch It's a battle in my mind

Between angels and demons Only God knows how this resolves
When the walls are crashing in And my body is breaking
I'm an emotional wreck An emotional wrecking ball
An emotional wrecking ball Something's got to give, this is not the way to live

As I plot revenge, and slip Into my depths of imprisonment
Punching bags, I'm hitting them Treat them like a soccer ball
I just keep on kicking them Losing all my innocence
Don't look at my victim list Homie, I am sick of this

I be thinking, this is it In the mirror, like, isn't it?
Can't calm down when I'm on now Getting dogpiled, I'm a pistol
With a long snout, trying to ball out I'm hopping in just to fall out
In the past, my best days I can't get my head straight

They got me in the corner And I'm feeling like it's checkmate
Gotta find my way out Every day, I pray, how
Why ain't I a quitter? Why can't I just stay down
One day, I'm a wrecking ball Next day, I'm a wreck

I need to calm down Get my emotions in check
There's people that I love That I need to protect
Not to take my anger out on when I get upset
It's a battle in my mind Between angels and demons

Only God knows how this resolves
When the walls are crashing in And my body is breaking
I'm an emotional wreck An emotional wrecking ball
An emotional wrecking ball