Текст песни 35 - Cornelius Wright

I don't care what you think I
Meditate just to relax my mind
I'm so self-destructive
I have no love my heart to give you
I tried I tried and tried
To be myself but I must hide
This violence that's inside
And I'm only 35

Cause I feel like blowing up
In my heart I feel
What I'm doing just not good enough
Cause things been going down hill for me
I left everybody cause I had big dreams
On my way to my own demise
This shouldn't have even been a surprise
The years flew by now I'm 35
I got some experience on my application
The years flew by It's been a hella of a ride
But I never gave up on my dedication
I don't give a damn what was the vibe
Don't judge me
You don't know my situation
A lot of people that I knew
Disrespected the kid
I gotta move away when it's too toxic
A lot of people that I knew
Gave up and quit
When this blow up
They gone be returning back quick
So quick

I don't care what you think I
Meditate just to relax my mind
I'm so self-destructive
I have no love my heart to give you
I tried I tried and tried
To be myself but I must hide
This violence that's inside
And I'm only 35

Getting angry is the new norm
Violence everywhere
Tell me what you mad for
Was it a relationship that left you sore
Or is it that your rent you can't afford
It's been times that I slept in my ride
Nobody talk about this when you 35
It's been times I was starving and high
Nobody talk about this when you 35

I don't care what you think I
Meditate just to relax my mind
I'm so self-destructive
I have no love my heart to give you
I tried I tried and tried
To be myself but I must hide
This violence that's inside
And I'm only 35