Текст песни Back To Me (feat. Kenny Foster) - CreatiVets

Retiring from the army a life of service now complete
Leaves on feeling somewhat empty
As tough ones purpose is obsolete
For years you fought and served
Defending your country with pride
But now that time is passed
Your left feeling cast aside
For you time and service may have been over
Legacy and impact remain
A new chapter is beginning
You have the chance to shine again

I don't have PT but I'm still up at 5am
12 years a civilian
Or at least i play pretend
Like 20 years of service hasn't changed the very core
Of who i am
I still put on my dress blues
But not see if they still fit
Its just to have a moment from the life i used to live
I still eat and shower fast
'cause some habits of the past you don't forget

It ain't a spiral
It ain't a slow burn
No its a free fall
After its over
Still fighting battles
Ones that you cant see
They turned me into a soldier
I'm trying to turn that soldier back to me

For the first time in a long time
Finally had time on my hands
But suddenly irreverent no chain of command
You go from waking up with purpose to just trying to make it make
Little sense (just a little sense)

It ant a spiral
It ant a slow burn
No its a free fall
After its over
Still fighting battles
Ones that you cant see
They turned me into a soldier
I'm trying to turn that soldier back to me

It all came out sideways when i tried to hold it in
I never thought rock bottom would hurt the way it did
'cause drinking ain't the best of all the things you can fix
You ain't heard i hate you til it comes from you own kid

It ant a spiral
It ant a slow burn
No its a free fall
After its over
I'm still fighting battles
Ones that you cant see
They turned me into a soldier
I'm just trying to turn that soldier
They turned me into a soldier
Now I'm trying to turn that soldier back
To me
That soldier back
To me