Forever

I hear you're happy
And you're doing well
And you found somebody new
We said forever
That's what I believed
And to you it must seem so long ago
I hear you're happy
I'm trying to find forever like Com & them
You said forever like my mama did
Huh, but that was right before my mama slid
Now I'm stuck 'round trippin where the trauma lives
The baggage that I arrive with might ruin me
These bags under my eyelids not Louis V
The backhanded replies ignite foolery
Long-distance designed inside truancy
I mean, it's true I try and see the good in people
But I don't know if I'm good or evil
While some desire to be put in easel
Others aspire to a wooden steeple
Glass box in a see-through church
Bettor concede if the parlay hurts
If I wager it can only get worse
You can't leave if I leave you first
You know
I hear you're happy
And you're doing well
And you found somebody new
We said forever
That's what I believed
And to you it must seem so long ago
I hear you're happy
She's an anomaly
Sacred Geometry
Her naked body
Evokes monogamy
A pleasure prodigy
And honestly
My sweetest memories are not from this life
The world rarely sees a love of this type
Where love is the device
She's bright
Step into the light
To war with self
She's the peace pipe
My people she like
The source code
The Moon
North node
Now it's like the cart is where the horse goes?
And it's not clear
Why I'm no longer what she holds dear
In this incarnation I'm an old steer
Out to pasture
I'd Ask her to humor me
But she forgot our laughter
I'm trying to prevent an alabaster disaster
When cracks turn to splits
And I'm back to square one
Making mush out the grits
And her new love seems to hush out critics
When your soulmate goes and forgets
You just hope they're
I hear you're happy
And you're doing well
And you found somebody new
My friends have told me
"You've got to move on"
Though I've tried and I've tried inside I know