Текст песни Shivers - Current Joys

I've been contemplating suicide
But it really doesn't suit my style
So I guess I'll just act bored instead
And contain the blood I would've shed

She makes me feel so ill at ease
Oh, my heart is really on its knees
But I keep a poker face so well
Not even mother could've tell

'Cause my baby's so vain, she is almost a mirror
And the sound of her name sends a permanent shiver
Down my spine
Down my spine

I wear her photograph against my heart
For in my life she plays a starring part
Of alcohol and cigarettes
There is no room for cheap regrets

She makes me feel so ill at ease
Oh, my heart is really on its knees
But I keep a poker face so well
Not even mother could've tell

'Cause my baby's so vain, she is almost a mirror
And the sound of her name sends a permanent shiver
Down my spine
Down my spine