Текст песни Rest - Curses

I need sleep
Longing for silence
And solitude
Won't you bring me an eternal dream
Of static frequencies?
No more loneliness beyond my last breath
Close my eyes
And let me fucking rest
Watch me sink
Deep beneath your feet
Tell me where,
Where will my soul take me?
Unconscious thought
Threads the speed of light
Spiraling and absorbing me
A piece of absolution
Realization and confirmation
"Everything it's gonna be fine"
I once imagines that I could fly,
But the fear of falling killed my will
Dissolving my drive
I like to believe that my will is strong
But when your bones are breaking
Your hands are shaking
How does one carry on?
These thoughts won't go away
Until I understand my pain
Fuck
Just like the old days
When we were young
When a smile came naturally
My inspiration to carry on
When I'm tired and crumbling
Get me out of this place
That I decided I'd created
And call reality
Take me somewhere
Where sovereignty
Isn't leaving me restless
Leaving me restless
"Rest"
I don't want to die
But sometimes I
Hate the feeling of being alive
Crawls on my skull
But under my skin
Screams in my ear,
"You'll never win, never win"
Never fucking win
I feel sick
Weak and alone
So I'm counting down
The fucking days
Counting my fucking life away
I can't stand the fucking monotony
This circle
Is merciless
This instant is endlessly
And I know I'm not the only one
Who feels like this
I'll take my heart and pride
And find a way to escape
This fragile mind and let it go
Let it go
Get me out of this place
That I decided I'd created
And call reality
Take me somewhere
Where sovereignty
Isn't leaving me restless
Leaving me restless
Get me out of this place (Just like the old days)
That I decided I'd created (when we were young)
And call reality (when a smile came naturally)
Take me somewhere (my inspiration to carry on)
Where sovereignty
Isn't leaving me restless
Leaving me restless (when I'm tired and crumbling)