Текст песни I'm Not Okay - Côtier

Ugh

Woke up on the wrong side once again (again?)
Startin' to think there's only one side of the bed
Take a pill and I say the line
For the 100th time
Like it's all gonna kiss it better

Maybe I've been spendin' too much time in my head
But reality is dark so I'm back here instead
I'll try it another time
Always an alibi
Or I blame it on the bad weather

It's an uphill fight
I've had all my life
But it's never gettin' easier, no

Every song can't be in a major key
Especially not when the song's about me
And my life, I'll tell you one time
That I'm gonna be fine but

I'm not okay
It's not goin' away
And no matter how hard I try to fight it, simplify it
Well it's always gonna be this way, so
I'll be alright
It's just another night
Of thinkin' way too much that I am not enough
For anyone to love
But it feels so good to say
I'm not okay
And that's okay

Dream about the wedding right after first date (marry me)
Who am I to decide what happens to fate?
But then I feel dead inside
Set aside all my pride
When they respond 11 hours later

Tear myself apart left and right, a simple mistake
Then I fix it, nothing changes but my body and face
It's so hard to recognize
Me as myself sometimes
Like a stranger lookin' in the mirror

I don't deserve to
Love me for who I am
Insecurity's my middle name

Every song can't be in a major key
Especially not when the song's about me
And my life, I'll tell you one time
That I'm gonna be fine but

I'm not okay
It's not goin' away
And no matter how hard I try to fight it, simplify it
Well it's always gonna be this way, so
I'll be alright
It's just another night
Of thinkin' way too much that I am not enough
For anyone to love
But it feels so good to say
I'm not okay

When it's said and done
I'll be happy with the outcome
Do you think I'm dumb?
I'll believe it when I see it

When it's said and done
I'll be happy with the outcome
Do you think I'm dumb?
I'll believe it when I see it