Текст песни Afraid 2 Live - D$

I have so many questions hardly get any answers
The ones that havent spoken their tongues were cut out its madness
The sadness reigns with rain of total torture
My face fastened to a board I implore that this mortal
Has a dream to be seen complete
Needs to be around to accomplish that feat
He needs to stop the depression from over pressing his life
This obsession needs correction so it's gotta happen tonight

Diluted thoughts cross paths as I drive by in my mind it's so unclear
I'm just too lost to find my way
I just want to escape
But I couldn't afford that ticket so they turned me away
I've had the cold breath of death brush by
Never spared any emotion cause I ain't afraid to die
I didn't even break a sweat when he pressed the barrel on my back
My life has been so worthless my eyes never even flashed the past
Dark days is mostly approaching closely
Death of my soul and the reaper be hosting
Shivers from the depths kept me from a sober life
Quiver at the thought ought to make it a lonely time
I don't recognize this stranger staring back at me
With the same puzzled look then I realize who it be
Like a book I study all the Ole English
Sickened at the sight of me I slam a bottle shameless
Flour and water it's getting harder to stomach this shit
Bread and gravy for two weeks FUCK I'm such an alcoholic
Tremble from the loneliness and fakin my life
I'm more scared of livin than cutting my wrists with a knife
I haven't lived a life in a long while
I'm an unsolved mystery a cold case file
My world begins to crumble it was already rubble
So the chances of my survival are something troubled

I have so many questions hardly get any answers
The one's that haven't spoken their tongues were cut out it's madness
The sadness reigns with rain of total torture
My face fastened to a board I implore that this mortal
Has a dream to be seen complete
Needs to be around to accomplish that feat
He needs to stop the depression from over pressing his life
This obsession needs correction so it's gotta happen tonight