Текст песни Heal My Scars - D. James

I been struggling everyday
I can't seem to find the root of my pain
As I write in this page I say
"I need to show you I can rap"
I been absent for a minute
Man it's time to get back on track
I need to prove that I'm worth something
I need- shit
Got me a baby, not no drama
Like 6 figures, need a comma
In my sentence, not for starters
Don't got time, I go harder on the paint
This tainted color got me seein' straight
Not no rainbow, this rain glow, go slow, but I can't go
She ain't no hoe, I love this girl, with all my heart
From the start to the finish, this 'lil glow got me timid
While I'm in it, she be feelin' on me
She kiss me with ease
She reach in my chest and grab my heart
Man she heal my scars, I said she heal my scars

For a long time now...
I been lookin' for a permanent high now
She my everything and I want her right now, pipe down
But we don't always get what we want
I have visions she haunts, she plays with my thoughts
We progress fast, she real class
And as the time pass, I see the future from my glasses
It's like acid, 'cause what I see makes lose my passion
I don't dream anymore
When I wake up feel like I slept on the floor
I feel like I-, well shit I don't know
All I know is I got stress pains
It runs through my veins
Had to take some time off
I needed a break, had to rejuvenate
But I'm back now, like I never left
Controlling the tracks, now take another step

I been struggling everyday
I can't seem to find the root of my pain
As I write in this page I say
"I need to show you I can- I can- I can"
I been struggling everyday
I can't seem to find the root of my pain
As I write in this page I say...

As I pour my heart on the page, I take another day and wait to age
My brains insane, the head game, can't complain
Shits incredible, like time I'm inevita- wait bull
Shit, my rhyme scheme, topples yours, the options yours
My thoughts are pure, feel like I'm a new person
These tweets chirpin', I'm rehearsin'
The song that I left for you, I wrote it in hopes
That it'd be just us two, like me and you
Like me and who? Oh you boo?
I said, "baby come and find me"
No Blues Clues, my fuse blew
Like Mewtwo, 'cause I've had it with this shit
Filled with anger and rage
I need to escape this cage
Before I quit, before I hit
You in the head, and break her bed frame
I don't do no waiting games

And by the way, I don't play, in this game
You should tell it from my name, it's D. James (yuh, aye)
This, capitol shit got me rappin' 'bout, the times I want to quit
Feel like I need to spit, homie you should check my fit
My bad meant to say, "baby you should check my dick"
Fuck I mean stick, shit I mean fit
You get the gist, you get the girls, while I got my bitch
No disrespect, don't slit my neck, you know I love you
I can't be without you, and you can't live without me
I miss you, every minute we're apart, I told you from the start
That, "I'll always be here", and I mean that, shit I lean back
And check the time, I'm waiting for this line to be over
I need closure, I'm a fiend for you
I know I said I don't dream, but I dream about you
I dream about you