Banana Jazz

Okay
We gonna slow it down for this one
Yo

If you could walk in my shoes, just for a day
Would you tell me all of the things you'd do differently?
Regrets of growing up
Always choosing to save face
Tryna keep the peace since the days I was year eight
But now i'm looking back and i'm wondering if it's great
That I built a reputation on love instead of hate
Wonder if I did it for me or to make mates
Now I know it's all for nothing
The popular kids' fates
Really not that different from anyone
Say it straight, that the girls I used to chase
Not worth the contemplate
Contemplation
Rapping is full of hatred
I'm not fitting in like Halo on Playstation
And I been saying i'm different
Not tryna make it for the sake of all the fame
I really just ain't staying
In a workplace doing nine to five
And losing my mind from here until the day I die
So

Looking for inspiration
Every day i'm tryna escape the Matrix
Getting validation in wrong places
Am I wrong for hoping that one day I make it?
Yeah
Looking for inspiration
Every day i'm tryna escape the Matrix
Getting validation in wrong places
Am I wrong for hoping that one day I make it?
Yeah

Am I wrong for not praying to God?
God is in myself, at least that's what I thought
Not saying i'm God but like, all along
God is in the trees and the birds and i'm part of all
Anyway, i'm talking a lot
It's just my thoughts
Used to care about things that really serve no cause
If you chasing a dream just know it's not too far
Anything you dream, you can achieve I know for sure
And I been at it a minute and haven't made a lot
But i'm not in it for props
I just like to watch
All my writtens I did before, being topped
Cause I be better with everything that I tend to drop
So if you watching us man
I really wish you well
Just know in pain, you're not alone
It's been felt
Your own mind's a game and it can be hell
Even the Devil was angel right before he fell
Yeah

Looking for inspiration
Every day i'm tryna escape the Matrix
Getting validation in wrong places
Am I wrong for hoping that one day I make it?
Yeah
Looking for inspiration
Every day i'm tryna escape the Matrix
Getting validation in wrong places
Am I wrong for hoping that one day I make it?
Yeah