Текст песни The Black Sun - Dat Boi Vic

Demons in my head
Talking suicide
Niggas on the other side of town
Who don't want you alive
Too many niggas dead in the streets
Over foolish pride
Niggas I went to school with died
Cried until it bruised my eyes
But who could hide
From the grim reaper
Grab the knife
Cut my skin deeper
One day dawg you here
And than you gone
From the Benz speaker
Limbs weaker
I hide my pain
With the biggest smile
A broken man
It's sad
because I used to be the richest child
Crying out for help
Grab the nine from out the belt
I don't wanna be here nomore
That's how a nigga felt
Taking out my self
I never thought that it would come to that
Looking out the window
And I noticed that the sun was black
Symbolizing my black son
Who's only five
Who needs me hear alive
The tears flowed as I cried
On the kitchen floor
Questioning what I'm living for
As I grip the four
The guys at the top
Only kick the poor
And I been out here trying
Working hard that's why I'm crying
I stopped robbing bitch ass niggas
Lord I ain't lying
But nothing going right
Now my wife
Said she about to be out
I tried to tell her how I felt
She end up cursing me out
She ungrateful
I been faithful
The whole time
A drive by last year
I blazed the whole nine
Almost hit a child
That's been on my conscious
for a while
The self accusing spirit
I hear it
It's screaming loud
Tired of living check to check
Tired of trying to break my neck
Coming in the house after work
Not getting no respect
Took a swig of the svedk
Put the hammer to my neck
Forehead started pouring sweat
I ain't got no patience left
Closed my eyes
For the last time
Before I could squeeze
I heard the keys
Open the door
No daddy please (kid voice)
I put the gun down
It's a new life after sun down
Blessed to see the kids run around
I put the gun down...
Blessed to see the kids run around
It's a new life after sun down.