Too Late

Nobody hears out what I have to say
Or maybe they all do, and I'm committing foul-play
My faded, empty views of yesterday
I know now that they weren't correct, anyway

But it's all for nothing at all
Get close to draw conclusions
Everything comes to a halt
(Shhh!)
Whispered effigy
Partake in this harped-on history

No matter what, mock up justice comes in clutch
No matter what, I'm always doing too much
Am I the one who's false no matter what I do?
That just can't be true!
But I'm too late, too late
Ah, it's all the same
I'm always to blame
Nothing's ever gonna change
Too late, too late
Ooh, can't possibly choose
What I'm to do
Nothing ever falls on you

I stalk my minor moves, I'm paranoid
Of what I think might happen when my faults aren't null and void
I'm sick of doing things things that I regret
I'll be rebuked while no one else admits they made their bed
(What?)

Does this mean a thing at all?
I'm drawn to such confusion
Can't control it, I'm appalled
Perfect, to a T
Can I be something else, I plead?

No matter what, mock up justice serves it's place
No matter what, I'm the devil's smiling face
Am I the one who'll never get to keep my peace?
What is wrong with me?
But it's too late, too late
I'll carry the weight
Of everyone's blame
'Cuz you've never done the same
(They never do the same)
Too late, too late
I'm just so ashamed
What else can I see to
When I've done all I can do?

I'm wrong but then I'm right
And each day's another fight
Everyone took out the lights
And I'm praying for their sight
The consequences of my pain
Give me nothing I can gain
I am always taking blame
For the shit I'd never say

No matter what, my feelings aren't met anywhere
No matter what, I'm punished 'cuz others declared
I am the one who cannot grow, you must beware
It's not fucking fair!
But it's too late, too late
I'll carry the weight
I'll admit I'm to blame
'Cuz nobody else does the same!
Too late, too late
Oh, it's such a shame
Will you ever trust I've changed?!
It's too late, too late!
Too late, too late