Текст песни crystal eyes (feat. Golden BSP) - Deeprest

What's the point of living when I gotta do it alone?
I be living in the winter I be out in the cold
I been freezing my ass off, I ain't got no coat
I been feelin really chilly feel it deep in my bones
I can't really ever talk I got a rock in my throat
Every single fucking night I go to bed and I choke
I escape through my dreams 'cause there I'm not broke
I can't navigate these seas, I be lost in my boat

I just can't keep my composure
Anxiety will always takes over
I can't stop seeking some closure
Thought I knew but I just don't know her

Keep lettin all these thoughts into my brain
I don't even really care no more, can barely feel the pain
I'm doomed to float in space
Do I even wanna leave this place?
No sir
No sir

I think I feel your spirit tonight
I'm drinking gin under velvet skies
Laws in this universe are keeping me tied
I can't escape your glazed crystal eyes
These days my chest been feeling real tight
Walls are closing in, and I cannot survive
Gotta keep real numb and maintain my high
Stuck in a cocoon, I'm no butterfly

What's the point of living when I gotta do it alone?
I be living in the winter I be out in the cold
I been freezing my ass off, I ain't got no coat
I been feeling really chilly feel it deep in my bones
I can't really ever talk I got a rock in my throat
Every single fucking night I go to bed and I choke
I escape through my dreams cause there I'm not broke
I can't navigate these seas, I be lost in my boat

I be feeling like I'm bout to blow up
They wanna take pics every time I show up
She keeps saying that my heart is colder
I wanna go back to when we were closer
Red eyes from the drugs and liquor
I listen to her talk but I don't remember
She keeps saying I don't get the picture
She just give me the middle finger
Lil mommy's so fucking gorgeous
I be smoking on something potent
Whip the Benz like someone stole it
She be acting like she don't know me
Man I swear this life is crazy
One day it's love, next day she hate me
This time I ain't fucking playing
This time it's fuck you, pay me

What's the point of living when I gotta do it alone?
I be living in the winter I be out in the cold
I been freezing my ass off, I ain't got no coat
I been feeling really chilly feel it deep in my bones
I can't really ever talk I got a rock in my throat
Every single fucking night I go to bed and I choke
I escape through my dreams cause there I'm not broke
I can't navigate these seas, I be lost in my boat