Childhood Reminisce

This my dream
Light up with the gasoline
Spark up and motivate
Build the pressure up on my plate
Man I'ma conceal my fate
Never put it up to your hands, hands
But damn it's so late
You lost like 50 fans, damn
When you really run away
Get back to the holidays
The thing that we always love
Changed for a minute man just look above
Be yourself for just one day
Just what you see in the mirror hey
Don't even have the words to say
It's all up to you at the end of the day
Gambling, you an alcoholic
The world was yours and I'm acting brolic
Honestly, like a flower that never frolics
From these pits of hell
When you on that carousel
Spinning around, your life is hurting
Only child just constantly moving
But damn I know it's difficult
Find your balance and everything gon' be miniscule
Just make sure that you pay your dues
As long as you got that love and trust
Flowing right now through your system shut
Evaluating, never give it up
And I just wanna tell you that I feel it son
Feel it more than ever son

Maybe, I'm
Tripping out and seeing nine
On the cloud that I worship
Breed knowledge man and I forfeit
But, it's a mistake that you made that had us all fighting over
That money that came too early when you weren't really sober
But, I learnt a lot
No matter what kinda pills you popped
And I had to get my bank
Keyboard on who the hell you thank
For the musical, creations that I really do
Everybody stepping up to the plate
It's kinda cool and I dig it dude
Damn, respect the musician cause all of this shit is so damn hard
Had to do it for myself, supporting fam and I had no car
But, I work my way up and I did what I had to do
Killed the radio first year on, I was so inspired by you
I look to the future
For better things to come my way
I never ever meant to hurt ya
Just my work cut you out the way
That's just life I suppose
Watch your back, and you watch your foes
No matter what someone say
You'll be getting punked by all these hoes
Just learn to avoid that shit
By all the means thats necessary
That's my only life lesson
Just try and take it to the cemetery