offense mechanism

You always say that you're sorry
But you never apologize
Why don't you look me in the eye
Too much to handle I guess
I need a little time
To get out you out of my mind

Always just second chances
Should've left this all behind
Why did you waste so much of my life
Still think about it too much
I think I'm losing sight
Of what I should've denied

You already became the person you didn't wanna be
And you know that
You cast me to the side and push me to the ground just to see
If I'd come back

Can't ever make up my mind
Do you need to be that close
You've only made me feel alone
I don't have time to waste
Yet I'm still paralyzed
By everything that you've faked

You already became the person you didn't wanna be
And you know that
You cast me to the side and push me to the ground just to see
If I'd come back

Always on the offensive, I need a break
I tend to be pensive, don't give me what you've taken
You must be mistaken, we aren't close like that
We'll never be close like that
Don't act so defensive, it just feels fake
Pretend you didn't mention it, i'll stay away
I let everyone down again
I let everyone down
I let everyone down again