Текст песни 2013 - DempseyRollBoy

Ooh ohh oh ohh
Sometimes we can romanticize the past too much.
And it ends up killing us inside
Ooh ohh oh ohh
And even though we know it bad for us we do it anyway
But that's what makes us human
Take it back to when this sh*t was simple now I'm a curse being
I'm feeling nostalgic my memories starts to irk me
Shadows from the past coming back and it hurts see
Everything was different in 2000 and 13
I was just a boy just a kid like the rest of them
I was blending but I did it standing next to them
Everyday I thought about the future so depressed
In them I thought better days would
Come but those were the best of them
Nothing but dumb I was young
And I thought I was in love I thought that girl was the one
She put her hair in a bun
She gave me kisses and hugs
She made me happy as f*ck
I was someone she could trust until
I f*cked it all up
I won't forget where I'm from
I'm leaving here either way
This is the place I grew up I hope they keep it the same
I'm moving on that's enough
So there's no reason to stay recalling all that I've done things
I did creep in my brain
I remember nights I would lay down on the train tracks
Looking at the stars fall maybe they were spacecrafts
Tears falling from my face
Demons made the rain dance
Dempsey had a dead wish so he could end the pain fast
I was a loner that nobody noticed
I'm saddest remotest
When I'm at my lowest
I'm under hipnosis
I'm some what a poet that's made of distinction and broken components
Looks are deceiving
I'm silently screaming
I hate when they tease me
It's hard enough breathing And
Finding a meaning in wanting and needing
I'm really not living my heart is just beating at times
When I'm sleeping I feel like I'm leaving the planet
I'm living alone in a coffin
We're just repeating the process of breathing
But maybe I'm dreaming I do that sh*t often
Love is appealing but I don't believe in it
God is appealing but I don't believe in him
Look in the mirror now
What do you see in it trapped in my mind
And I don't wanna be in it
And I know I might be lost forever but I'll always search for myself.
Always.