Текст песни Walls - Dens

I'm tired of seeing the people I love in pain

I wish that I could tell you how I truly feel
I love my family and my friends but they tear me down
And none of this shit, makes sense
I can't find a reason, to take my next breath, why
Why does my chest hurt
I'm only 25 and I feel pressured
Depression gets the best of me
Sometimes I feel like I'm the enemy
I realize that you'd be better off
If I was dead and gone
Somebody sever these thoughts
Cause I never talk and I never respond
I try to pull it together
Instead I just fall a part
I wrote you a song thats called you broke my heart
How should it start, how should it end
Its beginning to feel like I'll never be Dens
I don't know who I am, I wanna jump out my skin

Tried to be honest
I'm not good at letting down my guard
I really wanted
Before you I was running in the dark
When you said this was goodbye
Thats when I realized
I can't live without
I can't live without you

I just tell myself that its gonna be fine
But time after time, thats a lie disguised with truth
I wish that I had you here and I was on the side of you
But I just fucking write all the time and need time alone
If I don't write then I likely won't die alone
I stay surviving with hope that I'll find a home
I make these lines for fun
And I play and say I'm done
When you think I should've gave this up
But this game has had me stuck
For so long, I hate what it was
I can't go on but I can't hang it up
But why, do I, try when I don't feel alive
But why, do I, try when I don't feel alive

Tried to be honest
I'm not good at letting down my guard
I really wanted
Before you I was running in the dark
When you said this was goodbye
Thats when I realized
I can't live without
I can't live without you