Us Obsessive Xx

Sittin' on my staircase, sheddin' mad tears tryna think about
Shit that I think about
I hit the stairway in the beginning, hit pear case in the wind
Time's moved on and I been, gettin' older, grey hairs on my shoulder
We ain't spoken in a while but I'm knowin'
I look up to the sky, trees blowin' and I
Tried smoke it away, but I ain't smoke
And I ain't tryna fuck pros man I'm over
Hit the weights, but there's dishes to create
Can't delay, many fishes on my plate
Maybe one day we can talk about it,
I keep my door surrounded
But baby tell me, do you ever think about me?
I know you do but do you ever think we found it, Love/Already?

If we found love, can that shit change?
And if once a soulmate, what permits change?
And is it possible that love can resist same?
If a Leopard can't change, what's the endgame?
If you ain't think I'm genuine, what we here for?
And if my heart ain't the same, how it's still pure?
And why five years passed and we still pourin'?
Bleedin' out, I'm seein' that I need you now
You seein' that it's me you bound with
We either do and figure out, or pride
Live the rest our lives [with] this ick inside, you wylin'
Four bars left, how can I say, that
If not you, I ain't want nobody else
I got you in my heart, til I'm dead
Goths do have crush, this etched!