Текст песни IM A MAN - Devon

I don't wear the trousers
These things take me hours
This old baggy suit and tie makes me look like Austin Powers
I spent money that I didn't really have
Gym memberships never really last
I work the night shift so they can't tell me
All my dreams are dead unhealthy

So why am I always trying to hide this?
Comes as no surprise if
We keep it all inside

I can't find the balance
Masculine in absence
I don't know who I am
I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man
I go out on a Thursday
Come back in the worst way
It just got out of hand
I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man

I'm permanently sour
Full-time trying to hide this
It's hard to hold a smile when you are crumbling around it
I'm lifting baggage that I didn't really ask for
And now I'm putting out my back
Just to try and get a bit of serotonin
Everyone around me's kind of tired of me moaning

So why am I always trying to hide this?
Comes as no surprise if
We keep it all inside

I can't find the balance
Masculine in absence
I don't know who I am
I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man
I go out on a Thursday
Come back in the worst way
It just got out of hand
I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man

I lost my complexion
It came with my depression
It's always part and parcel when you're dealing with rejection
Losing my conviction
It went without the friction
Now there's no coming back from one too many bad decisions

I can't find the balance
Masculine in absence
I don't know who I am
I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man
I go out on a Thursday
Come back in the worst way
It just got out of hand
I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man
I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man
I'm a man, I'm a man, I'm a man