Trivial

You know it's trivial
How I masquerade the minimal
As so pivotal
I spend half the day in mental lows
It's trivial
How I exaggerate the slightest fear
Into the size of giants here it's pitiful
It's trivial
My mind creates invincible
Enemies I can't apprehend it seems miserable
It's trivial
The repetition in the lyrics show
The cycle of anxiety is critical
It apprehends my soul
Am I dependable?
Well it all depends so I answer with a no
When I'm in the slope of this sadness
I can barely cope with this baggage
It's a carry on of very wrong beliefs
Over the weight limit with the dimension of grief
I want to limit the reach of deceit so I crease
Psalm 63 read till I fall asleep

Is my life trivial
I can't remember though
I'm sorry
But what if it's bigger though
And this is the pinnacle of the story
If there is an enemy
Looking to hinder me from my purpose
I'll be intentional
Live as a witness because it's worth it

Commendable
How God came into a sinner's soul
Became the bridge below
Reaching to the top dimension though
Commendable
How He tends the fold
He shelter from the storm when the wind is cold
Commendable
Incomprehensible
The author inserted in a story with offensive foes
Commendable
The captain pays attention close
Even though He's transcendent chose to deliver hope
I'm meant to know
Peace beneath the rubble of my troubled plight
Made it through another night
The pinnacle
Of processing pain through the pathway of grief
Is belief that I'll see Him face to face never brief
Eternal state of relief
Significance begins
At the end of my venting like the wind
Contending for the gem
Of my value being signified in Him
And not hounded by the trivial again

Is my life trivial
I can't remember though
I'm sorry
But what if it's bigger though
And this is the pinnacle of the story
If there is an enemy
Looking to hinder me from my purpose
I'll be intentional
Live as a witness because it's worth it
Is my life trivial
I can't remember though
I'm sorry
But what if it's bigger though
And this is the pinnacle of the story
If there is an enemy
Looking to hinder me from my purpose
I'll be intentional
Live as a witness because it's worth it

The pinnacle of processing pain
Through the pathway of grief
Is belief that I'll see Him face to face never brief
Eternal state of relief
Significance begins
At the end of my venting like the wind
Contending for the gem
Of my value being signified in Him
Not hounded by the trivial again