Текст и перевод песни DINDIN - Soom

Soom

가끔 숨이 턱 막히더라고
심장은 뛰는데
숨이 쉬어지질 않더라고
일은 넘치는데

숨 좀 편히 쉬려고 일해
그게 날 조이더라고
숨 좀 쉬려고 일하니깐
숨이 막힐 수밖에 없더라고

멈춰도 돼 좀 쳐져도 돼
쓸데없는 거엔 목 안 메도 돼
느려도 돼 더 숨 쉬어도 돼
남들에 기대치에 안 맞춰도 돼

다 포기해도 돼 싹 다
난 왜 이렇게 살 아
내 숨 하나 제대로 못 쉬는데
그게 뭐라고 나를 팔아

야야 난 미쳐가고 있어 당장 벗어나야 돼
야야 난 미쳐가고 있어 싹 다 꺼지라고 해
숨 좀 쉬어 깊게 자 이제 내뱉어
그 담에 말해 제발
야 나 숨 좀 쉬자고

헝클어진 세상 그 속에선 난
앞만 보고 가
하루가 지나도 시간이 지나도
난 그곳에서 살아
앞만 보고 가

잘하고 있다고 수없이 말해도
작아지면 어떻게 해
조금만 지나면 다 잘 될 거라고
말해도 공감이 전혀 안 돼

목표치 그게 내 잘못
근데 사실 내가 쭉 살아온
세상은 한결같았어 모두 다 알아
내 의지 상관없이 평가한다는 거

그냥 난 나이고 싶은데 그게 잘못인가요
어차피 답은 정해져 있는 것 같은데
그냥 편히 알려주면 덧나 나요
모두가 다 그러고 산단 개소린 집어치우고
다 이렇게 산다고요?
숨 하나 제대로 못 쉬는데? 다 이러고 산다고요?

그놈의 틀 그 틀 난 그 틈 사이에 끼여서 못 쉬어 숨
나 홀로 술 눈물 다 쏟은 후 누우면 불안전 해지는 숨
차라리 들쑥날쑥 한숨 내쉴 바에는 난 맺고 싶어 끝
매일 누운 후 기도해 두 눈에 흐르는 게 마지막이게 해달라고
I pray

헝클어진 세상 그 속에선 난
앞만 보고 가
하루가 지나도 시간이 지나도
난 그곳에서 살아

마지막이라고 말해도 난 괜찮아
차라리 모른 척하고 그냥 지나쳐
너만은 꼭 행복해야 돼
오직 널 위해서 살아

돌아갈 수 있다면 돌아갈 건가
지금을 그냥 버리라 하면 버릴 수 있을까 과연 난
대체 뭘 I don't know
원해 넌 I don't know
끝이란 게 과연 있긴 한 걸까 I don't know

숨이 점점 차는 게 느껴지는데
난 끊을 수 없어 무서워 과연 끝엔 뭐가 있는데
대체 뭘 I don't know
원해 넌 I don't know
그저 better life, I don't know, I don't know

Soom

Sometimes I feel like I can't breathe properly
My heart is racing
But I can't catch my breath
I have so much to do

I work to try to catch my breath
That's what makes me happy
When I work to try to catch my breath
I end up not being able to breathe at all.

It's okay to stop, it's okay to fail
I don't have to get upset over nothing
It's okay to be slow, it's okay to breathe deeply
I don't have to live up to other people's expectations.

It's okay to give up, to give up everything.
Why am I living like this?
I can't even breathe properly
What's the point of selling myself short like this?

Baby, I'm going crazy, I need to get out of here now.
Baby, I'm going crazy, turn everything off.
Catch your breath, sleep deeply, and then tell me,
Please tell me.
Baby, let me catch my breath.

In this chaotic world, I
Just keep moving forward,
Even as each day passes and time goes by,
I'll keep living in that place.
I just keep moving forward.

Even though they tell me I'm doing well countless times,
What if I collapse?
They say that everything will be fine soon,
But their words don't resonate with me at all.

The target is my fault
But the truth is, the world I've always lived in
Has been the same, everyone knows
It doesn't matter what I want.

I just want to be myself, is that wrong?
Anyway, the answer seems to be predetermined
Just tell me what to do and I'll get lost.
Everyone else lives like this, picking up the scraps of other's judgments,
And saying that this is how everyone lives?
I can't even breathe properly? And everyone lives like this?

That damn mold, that mold, I'm trapped in its crevices and I can't breathe
I'm alone, drunk, and crying, and after I fall asleep, my breath becomes unstable
Rather than taking a ragged breath, I'd rather just end it
Every night I pray that the tears flowing from my eyes will be my last.
I pray.

In this chaotic world, I
Just keep moving forward,
Even as each day passes and time goes by,
I'll keep living in that place.

Even if you tell me that this is the end, I'll be okay.
Just pretend you don't know and let it pass.
You have to be happy.
I'll live just for you.

If I could go back, would I go back?
If I were told to just let go of the present, could I really do it?
What do I I don't know
want you I don't know
Is there really such a thing as an end I don't know

I can feel my breath getting shorter
I can't stop, I'm scared, what's at the end?
What do I I don't know
want you I don't know
Just a better life, I don't know, I don't know