White Colossus - Orchestral

I feel it rising fast
And everything just disappears
My heart beats out of time
The pleasure's increasing
And every time could be the end
But I want it so bad
My paradise

I gamble with my life
I throw again the dice

And every day I wanna quit
The needle comes and I'm sorry
I can't fight, I won't allow

I gamble with my life
I throw again the dice
When will it ever end?
I gamble with my life

White colossus
It's the way I see it from inside
White colossus
That leads every choices, every path
A monster holding me so tight within his arms
Suffocating, prisoner
There's no place for me to hide
I'm running out in the dark
Out in the dark

In the dark
Out in the dark
In the dark
I'm scared to death
The hell I fell into is way too dark
Scared to death

I gamble with my life
I throw again the dice
When will it ever end?
I gamble with my life