MY song

And after all this love
I think im allowed
To say to you
That im thinking about you
And after all this love
I think im allowed
To say to you
That am thinking about you

Like am thinking about you
For what its worth
I feel like nothing without you
I had alot time to think
What should i do
I had to my find myself
Forget all about you
So forget all about me
I wanna give you my eyes
You'll see what i see
It's just another year
i cant put behind me
I still got so much to left to give
Still inside
It's true
If anyone breaks hearts its you
I been staring at the moon
Am smoking on the roof
Since you left aint' felt the same
I know you feel it too
I know your feeling free
And maybe better without me
Meanwhile im just stuck inside this room
Im trying to OD
You will never know
how much you nearly ruined me
I give u space and time
But times a bitch
That you gon' meet
And you gon' see
Uh

And after all this love
I think im allowed
To say to you
That im thinking about you
And after all this love
I think im allowed
To say to you
That am thinking about you

Dont know where to go or start
Real talk
You left me pulled apart
Aint' felt this way since school
Im at the back of the class in art
Just writing bars
Just writing shit to make me feel better
And it's all doom and gloom
These gray skies make me heal better
Stay inside
Just stay alive
Bro wipe them tears
I don't wanna cry
Everyday i try holdin back
But broski sees the pain in my eyes
Im bein real
I dont wanna lie
Your bullshit made me wanna die
You said i might hold you back
So go ahead girl
I'll let you fly
U still always on my mind
I think about you all the time
Questions that i ask myself
Like why the fuck cant she be mine?
Questions that i ask myself
Like would it fix
If i give it time
Questions that i ask myself like
How'd i make my soul fly