I Swear I'm Not OK

Do I fight another day
To walk out my life?
Should I find some rest for bones
I walk to the ground?
You wanna say, you wanna try and risk
We tripped across for a good time through that door
I always knew you were my missing piece
Let's find another way to get out

I swear I'm not okay
I pray for love, but all I really see is the pain
She said she can't let go
She broke my heart and tried to fix me up again
I walk this road alone
I've grown so numb, and she's got nothing left to say
I wonder, still wonder why
Why you're doing this to me

Life is such a mystery
But we know what we want
We pretend we're making history
But then we're just gone
You wanna say you knew it all along
But then you lose all your purpose and all your hope
We're made of sugar, and our blood is cold
It's coming, and it cannot be stopped

I swear I'm not okay
I pray for love, but all I really see is the pain
She said she can't let go
She broke my heart and tried to fix me up again
I walk this road alone
I've grown so numb, and she's got nothing left to say
I wonder, still wonder why
Why you're doing this to me

I wasted all my feelings and my hope, it made a hole
In my heart, in my head, that's enough, demon's fed

Where am I supposed to go?
Where am I supposed to go?
Where am I supposed to go?
Where am I supposed to go?

I swear I'm not okay
I pray for love, but all I really see is the pain
She said she can't let go
She broke my heart and tried to fix me up again
I walk this road alone
I've grown so numb, and she's got nothing left to say
I wonder, still wonder why
Why you're doing this to me