Текст песни As of Now - Dreaming in Denial

Turning over a new leaf
Closing off this chapter of my life
Cause I'm sick of all the strife it's caused me
Been waiting for this day
When the clouds finally gave way
When I see skies of blue
Then all I think about is you

And as of now I've learned to see
The beauty inside me
And as of now I feel
Like I am finally free
I can't keep running away from all my fears
I know tomorrow will be better than today

And now I feel brand new
Free of all these chains
I was trapped in a cage
But now I've let out all my rage
I really should be dead
Submerged inside the depths of my own head
And my wrists are blood-stained red

But as of now I've learned to see
The beauty inside me
And as of now I feel
Like I am finally free
I can't keep running away from all my fears
I know tomorrow will be better than today