hamster wheel

I cry when I tell the truth
And between me and you
Men lie cause we scared to get too emotional
Most of us stuck in a hamster wheel
When things get still
We start to question our surroundings
Oops I needa pop another pill
Need some more distractions
Grandma called me
Told me she losing her mind relaxing
How stressful is that shit?
Work so long
Only comfortable when our back's pinned
Up against the wall
I'm tryna lay down
This get taxing
I been sold a lotta lies
Used to change a lotta minds
Used to disrupt the class
Used to call me a problem child
They ain't try to help me
They expelled me
The system made me this kinda guy
I really get depressed as fuck
Chasing what I'm chasing
Gotta thank God every day I wake up
Man my life's amazing
I smile
I don't really gotta complain bout my day shift
Just trust time takes
We all gotta have a little patience
Know what I'm saying

You just gotta keep on sailing
I lost my brother
Seen my world burn
I kept on running
I kept on gunning
Imagine what he'd say if I wouldn't
I seen it go a lot of ways
And I ain't saying it couldn't
Woke up all way cross the country
Using my backpack as a cushion
Still a lot wrapped in this wood
Slept out the stu for like a month
The picture prettier than the real world
They putting filters on it
Always want it all
I just looked up realized I got it
Gotta step back from the problem
When I need some help to solve it
And I don't ask for help too often
Don't like dropping
Dealing with repercussions of being honest