Текст песни Flies - EGG

I should have known right from the start
What a way for all of us to find out
We were taught all we could learn or so we thought
Let's let it burn

I was caught in a space between lies
My skin is crawling
Like a swarm of flies

Give me poison
I just want a thrill
Fuck!
Fuck me
Blow me
I just want to feel something real
Kill me
Burn me
I just want to feel something real

I can't feel anything
I don't deserve anything
I wish I could just restart
Maybe I'm just trying to start to sound smart