Текст песни Mortality Disco - (EM)

it's the first day of the year
if new year's day wasn't
when we were told it was
let's start this shit over

push the boulder
up the hill (again)
struggle behind it or
finally grind it into dust

it's a must
where's my lust for life
and is that what defines me
what I wish or what I've done

my head hurts and I hope
i don't wake up broken
if I ever do fall asleep
too scared to close my eyes

scared they will
never close again
i'm listening to everything
around me and inside

i used to think I'd
decide to die
these days life
feels so short