God Laughs

The same dust can't stay, I gotta clean, or I can't think
Resort to cantankerous means on the cash play, rat races
The cheese sit in the trap, wait
It snap, then we break
somethin' reachin' for me from the waist
These days, I'm mindful of what I embrace
Operating on an empty tank, spank me, fumes fueling a flame

My grandfather spoke 13 languages
Somehow never had nothing to say to Boot Raymond
Sensed hazel, made sense of it through prayer
Booze is a fool's fragrance
Epilam, the glue that saved us
Through his brain getting chipped away at daily
His body on a road where his mind flailed, funeral weightless

No beluga, no Bob, just mood swingin'
True pain, I couldn't eat or sleep for seven days
Maimed me, I ain't weak
Keep changing for the better, what to do when your job thankless
In the middle of the marsh where mosquitoes chomp ankles
Swamp marching on on the quest for my lost halo, God (lost halo, God)