Pushing to Shove

I feel the earth move beneath my feet
Watch me explode and spread my wings
No i won't be afraid
Won't be led astray
I Won't be afraid, of this
Calling this straight i swear, i feel no fear up there
Inside of my mess, only mistakes
Won't let it out, won't let it take control of me
I'm pushing to shove, I'm pushing to shove, to get her
Away from the world
Far away from me
I take the hand that i can see
Walk to a place where I am free
So i won't be afraid
Won't be led astray
I won't be afraid, of this
I think about it all the time
You are gone and i'm still here
Trying to survive
Pushing to shove, pushing to shove
I won't fail you, I won't fail you