Way Away

You know what, I'm tired of you
Saying negative stuff about yourself
That shit really pisses me off
It really does
Um
And you say it over and over again
And I try to be calm about it
But of course, for real
I'm not calm about it
Cause that shit really does piss me off
Like nah

New plan my goals changed
No rush my minds chained
Held back by my sins
The blame is all mine

New pathway to find
New pain to decline
Don't have to remind
The blame is all mine
The blame is all mine
The blame is all mine
The blame is all mine
The blame is all mine

You found peace of mind
And gave me peace of mind
But when I rewind
The blame is all mine

I should have known that it wouldn't last
Nah
It all happened just so fast
Fast
Forever stuck thinking about the past
Aye the past
Even though our futures are just so vast

But now know better
And I show better
So I grow better

Let you know that I don't grow bitter
But my heart was bigger than I feel it should've been
Where the trash can
Finna throw my whole heart away
Can't run from this heartache
So I'll throw my whole heart away away
Please go away go away

Wait a minute hold the hand
Turn it back to way before it began
Young bushy eye-browed lame nigga
But you can just call me young man
Steady holding back my other persona
My Mona Lisa, Magnum Opus, the loner
I held him steady, man I felt like a goner
I dammed him up, dab me up I'm the owner
I said no more running by my emotions
Mask on, let me run through the motions
Live clean, no more sippin' the potions
God damn, almost cried me an ocean
Then I found her and made her my all
But then I found two souls didn't fall
But God damn, that shit broke me apart
So now I'm puzzled where am I gonna start

I should have known that it wouldn't last
Nah
It all happened just so fast
Fast
Forever stuck thinking about the past
Aye the past
Even though our futures are just so vast

But now know better
And I show better
So I grow better

Let you know that I don't grow bitter
But my heart was bigger than I feel it should've been
Where the trash can
Finna throw my whole heart away
Can't run from this heartache
So I'll throw my whole heart away away
Please go away go away

I found her lacking so I
Had the show the way
Our motivation every day
Was new love
Leading the way
We smiling riding the wave
But then we drifted apart
All these fabrications, false accusations
Must've been the start
I never made it to shore
I know that she caught the wind
I'm paddling through my sins
Oh Lord, where do I begin
I wish that I never met you
But please don't take offence
That mind was in the past
And then I was on the fence
And now I'm thankful for you
I learned what I gotta keep
My wittiness and my quick tongue
And endless love rooted deep
Forgiveness and all my patience
The values I hold the most
And mostly cling to my real ones
Keep homies and family close
My dad said ain't no rushin' it son, cause when you got it
You won't know what to do about it
And then she'll know I bided my heart, and all my soul
For her down on the low
Cause maybe this shit was destiny
Growing pains that I wouldn't know

I should have known that it wouldn't last
Nah
It all happened just so fast
Fast
Forever stuck thinking about the past
Aye the past
Even though our futures are just so vast

But now know better
And I show better
So I grow better

Let you know that I don't grow bitter
But my heart was bigger than I feel it should've been
Let the feelings in
Lemme take my time now
No shame gotta slow down
Cause I can't throw my heart way away
Don't go away way away