Текст песни drowning. - Eden Project

I think I lost my mind a while ago
'Cause I've been seeing some ghosts
And I'd be lying if I told you I'm fine, but I lie

Yeah, these thoughts I would never speak out loud
I've seen you cry, but I've never seen you shout like a hurricane
These shots don't ricochet
Sight blurred, I'm walkin' dazed, girl, I'm fuckin' faded
Or maybe wasted, I can't remember how it happened
Oh, I don't know my limits at all
I'm sinking down into my thoughts, oh my God

But so what if I drank too much?
This ain't love, it's just a firefight
And even if it's not enough
I'll say it once, I swear, I never lied
But this is the last time
This is the last time
This is the last time
This is the last time you'll ever bring me down

But girl, you know I'm drownin'
And I keep goin' down
But I'll swear that I am not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not

It's friendly fire and sunlight
The aftermath of one too many words I've said
When I should've said nothing at all, at all
Uh, I gotta stop overthinking and missing what could've been
You were never even really here
But still we are spinning, just liars and cheaters
Right back where we started, but it don't get easier
I am drowning in liquor, and apathy will be the death of me

But so what if I drank too much?
This ain't love, it's just a firefight
And even if it's not enough
I'll say it once, I swear, I never lied
But this is the last time
This is the last time
This is the last time
This is the last time you'll ever bring me-

Down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down (yeah!)
Down
Down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down (yeah!)
Down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down
Down, down, down
(The last time, this is the last time)