Текст песни Regrets. - Evan Grim

I don't like being outside, I know I don't do things right
I don't like being myself, cause I know I'm not one to help
All I do is fuck things up, I can tell I've done enough
The past is the proof that I need, the pain I made is all I see
No one I hurt will forgive, will they act like I don't live
If I come back will they cry, would I have time to say why
I said what I did to forbid, from putting myself on the grid
Believe me I know it's my fault
I threw my thoughts and loss was caused

By regrets, can't pay my debts
I look up and see silhouettes of the threats
They still fret, like cigarettes
Burning my neck until I will accept I'm a
Marionette, controlled by the dark
And preventing my mark and removing my spark
But oh I am set, to fight off the net
That's keeping my conscious back and holding all my regrets

The part that is troubling me, is they are not easy to free
How could I be moving on, from all the shit I brought upon
I just don't understand how, I ask for direction now
Even though I don't deserve it, I'm not worth it
I should stay here if I cannot earn it
There is a voice, I have a choice, I could rejoice
If I follow it, if I follow it
I'm being hoist, I hear a noise, it's full of joy
There's a hold on my back I'm being pulled

By regrets, can't pay my debts
I look up and see silhouettes of the threats
They still fret, like cigarettes
Burning my neck until I will accept I'm a
Marionette, controlled by the dark
And preventing my mark and removing my spark
But oh I am set, to fight off the net
That's keeping my conscious back and holding all my regrets

This is just part of the plan
This is the chance, for you to advance
Forgive yourself, it's not all on you
This is the truth, we're making you new
But this is what you have to go through

Regrets
To take my last step, I must be next to
Make amends
Let go of my breath, my mind will attend
I will accept, myself, my past and
Everything happens, for a reason
That we must find, within our regrets