Just 4 Show

Hmm
Maybe it's the voice you heard
In the back of your head
Couldn't find a way to make everything stay
So you're stuck in your past

Maybe it's the words you said
Hanging in the place you left
"I was gonna drown before you came around"
You know I'm starting to doubt

But what if I depart from here?
What would it take to make me stay?
I'm filled with weeds that tear my soul
And I won't dare to let them grow, no

No, I won't
This strength is just for show
Hmm

It has no correlation, I know
Hit me like a thunderstorm
I carved myself just to be put in your shelf
We put ourselves in hell

I wish I didn't feel 'cause will I ever heal?
How long until you find something new?
You say you were on the grind looking for something real
But now I can't believe you

But what if I depart from here?
What would it take to make me stay?
I'm filled with weeds that tear my soul
And I won't dare to let them grow, no

I have to go
'Cause now I know
Our love is just for show

Just say you were shooting everywhere hoping it would hit someone
I was just foolish enough to let myself get caught
Now I'm just one of your bullets
Another one with a gunshot