Pessimist - Redux

When everything is lost
It's always the end of the world
When the anxiety kicks in and I can't fight the fear that exists
It's easier just for me to resist
The only thing that I fear is living in me
Disconnect from the positives with distorted thinking
Breeding negativity with snake tongues, I can't breathe, it's contagious
When everything is lost and it's all or nothing
I know what will happen
It never ends well
I'm becoming the victim, failing to the see a positive emotion
My thoughts are relentless, starving myself from pure restoration

You'll never find your way out of here
You'll always feel you're alone, when the dark consumes you
So, open up your mind and see clear
The pessimist of this world will die in fear
I'll never find my way; I'll always be alone
The dark consumes me

My mind is eating me alive

Whenever I try to succeed, it's like waves are crashing down on me
And I can't fight the fear that exist
It's easier just for me to resist
The only thing that I fear is living in me