Despise

Rip every memory straight from my fucking head
Burn every picture the dream is fucking dead
I've wasted so much time and life on you
I can't forgive you for the hell you put me through

Rip every memory straight from my fucking head
Burn every picture the dream is fucking dead
I've wasted so much time and life on you
I can't forgive you for the hell you put me through
I'm just another life for you to take, another heart for you to break
You're just another one of my mistakes
It took so long for me to escape

You took a part of me, and I will take it back
For all the years- another knife in my back
It took so long for me to fucking realize
You're pathetic, the one I despise

I know you're a liar and forever will be
I know you're a fake, you're fucking dirty
You're a mistake
Do you hear me screaming
I hope you realize that you're not worth saving
The thought of you makes me fucking sick (So sick)
How could you be so shallow
How could you be so cruel

You took a part of me, and I will take it back
For all the years- another knife in my back
It took so long for me to fucking realize
You're pathetic, the one I despise

I don't think you even know who you are
I think you're a selfish bitch covered in her own emotional scars
Go see a shrink, it'll probably help
It's better than spending your life lying to yourself

Two long years of your torture
This empty feeling's like a fucking disorder

You took a part of me, and I will take it back
For all the years- another knife in my back
It took so long for me to fucking realize
You're pathetic, the one I despise