Текст песни Trauma Bond - Fibonacci_clique

Trauma bond, holding on, where did it all go wrong
How could of I changed, fear flows through my veins
The chemicals hit my brain suicidal thoughts
Mixed with derealisation, they say I'm not acting the same
Dysmorphic and depressed, bitch come get some of it
I couldn't care less, break me down again
I don't want to feel the end, destroy what made me it's okay

Yeah the shrooms kicking in think I'm gonna fucking win
Imma come right out the bin, looking like I'm smoking spin
Blowing up, like the wind, can you see it in my skin
Morphing like I got a grin, no I'm not your fucking twin
I can look into your eyes, and point out all the fucking lies
Don't try controlling me, it's ok imma drink into the night
Cause I'm feeling hella right
Think I need to fucking write some lyrics
To make myself feel alright tonight (Yeah)

Trauma bond, holding on, where did it all go wrong
How could of I changed? when I've never been the same
Living life like a fucking game
Narcissistic values running in my veins
Fuck the money and ignore the fame
When I'm going to fucking die anyways
Catch me when I slip and fall off the fucking 17th floor
Prepare a hole, where you can bury me than move along
Cant destroy me when I'm dead, my brains fucking spent
I'm felling used, thrown to the side after it too
She knew what to fucking do, trauma bond
I'm trying not to fucking hold on, where didn't it all go wrong
I'm fucking holding on, where did it all go wrong
I'm lost Send me fucking help, I'm lost send a fucking doctor
Sit there spin my word than mock me