Vulture

I hate that you mean nothing now
I hate that we talked every day
The best hello I ever had
The worst goodbye to date
I never was the one to be so sentimental, honestly
But now time has gone by and I'm wondering why you ever meant a thing to me
I'm not saying that I miss you, I never even kissed you
I never even got to hold the hand that walked away
I'm just saying that I wish that you didn't just insist that I was better then
You left me without confidence
You're just a vulture
The late nights in the basement of my parents house
You said you'd miss the taste of cherry alcohol
I didn't notice then, but how could you plan to miss something
If you weren't planning leaving at all
You're just a vulture
You only ever want me when I'm broken
You're just a vulture
You grab a hold and rip me until I'm open
And I want you so bad, but I know you're so bad for me
A vicious cycle circling around like a disease
And just for some closure or clarity
Why did you decide to leave and what the fuck was wrong with me?
And I never said I love you so there's no need to right now
Then I never really said it so I wouldn't quite know how
Then I never had to say it because you weren't around
It seems you were always just to busy then
You left me without confidence
I never saw a reason to look deeper in your eyes
But it didn't really matter they were only your disguise
And the fact of the matter is I didn't matter
And the fact of the matter is I didn't matter