Hurt Feelings

Been eating dinner on a plastic plate
2 am I'm still awake replaying all of my mistakes
God I love you, wish I didn't though
Went to the party for you but you still screwed me over
Say you feel so bad like I might cry into your shoulder

And maybe your ghost follows me hovering subconsciously
Tried candles and chamomile tea feeling alone
I'm an adult though
I'm picking up the pieces baby you don't need to worry
But God I'll always wish I never showed up at your party

I should've walked in
Played it cool and left
You'd never know me
You'd think I was the best

You met me on a city high
Saw something sparkle in my eyes
Must have been a trick of the light
Cause you dropped me, didn't mean it though
I let you see too much and now I'm kicking myself baby
Why'd I do my makeup just to show up at your party

I should've walked in
Played it cool and left
You'd never know me
You'd think I was the best
I should've walked in; pretend I didn't know you
Had a few drinks and booked an uber home ya

I should've walked in
Played it cool and left
You'd never know me
You'd think I was the best
I should've walked in, pretend I didn't know you
Had a few drinks and booked an uber home
I should have walked in played it cool and left
I should have walked in played it cool and left