Gloom Designs

In my life, will I see the day
We can be face-to-face?
I was only 22 when I lost you
The world is changing
We're getting farther away

So the computer is getting pretty smart
And I'm turning 30 in a few months
Spending most of my life Gemini
Or finding something to get distracted by
It's not okay, it'll never be okay
Honestly, I'm getting kinda sick of talking about this

Tequila, soda, hallucinate
Find some love, then go to sleep
Dive into another state
Not really caring what happens to me
It's been a good time in the right places
It's been a bad time for a lot of humans

Is this a story just playing out in my head?
What do I hold inside my grip?
Is this love something that blends into the sky
Or is it placed upon the countertop?
It's been a long time since we laughed until we cried
It's been a short time in the entirety of life

I want to know what exists between the veil
Make some sounds that no one wants to hear
Humanity, what have we done to this?
Is there nothing left?
Absolutely out of control
Can you love the cloud just floating around?
Jellyfish, no brain but a wish
Classic decimation end