Monster

You put me on a pedestal and tell me I'm the best
Raise me up into the sky until I'm short of breath, yeah
Fill me up with confidence, I say what's in my chest
Spill my words and tear me down until there's nothing left
Rearrange the pieces just to fit me with the rest, yeah

But what if I, what if I trip?
What if I, what if I fall?
Then am I the monster?
Just let me know
And what if I, what if I sin?
And what if I, what if I break?
Then am I the monster?
Just let me know

I was fifteen when the world put me on a pedestal
Had some big dreams of doing shows and making memories
Made some bad moves tryna act cool, upset about their jealousy
Lifting me up
Lifting me up
And tearing me down
Tearing me down
I'll take responsibility for everything I've done
Holding it against me like you're the holy one (you're the holy one)

I had a chip on my shoulder, had to let it go (go)
'Cause unforgiveness keeps them in control
Had some good intentions and I let it go
And now I really wanna know

What if I trip?
What if I, what if I fall?
Then am I the monster? (Am I a monster?)
Just let me know
And what if, what if I sin?
What if I, what if I break?
Then am I the monster?
Just let me know

So what if I trip?
What if I, what if I fall?
Then am I the monster?
I'm a monster