Текст песни So Happy - Foxglove

Cause I've been picking it up
I've been digging it up
All the things that I want
All those things I forgot
Cause I've given it up
It's consuming my thoughts
He said "I could use one"
God, that son of a gun

Oh, I've seen all these wrecks they taunt me
And I can't see why someone'd want me
I've lived too many nights in my head, oh

Guess I'll just do it again
Go smoke with my friends
I'm happy
No, I don't mean to offend
I just want this to end
So happy

It's been so long
Said it's been so long
Since I've felt the touch
Of security

Oh, menial tasks seem so daunting
What's this person with me flaunting
He seems so confident when he stands, oh

Guess I'll just do it again
Go smoke with my friends
I'm happy
No, I don't mean to offend
I just want this to end
So happy

Was my best self
I was dosing all day
Was my best self
I was drinking all day
Was my best self
I had nothing to say
Was my best self
Was the best