Home from War

Here I stand like a soldier home from war
With nothing to do but remember the shudder of bombs
I'm sure it never quite goes away
It never quite goes away, oh

Here I sit like a beginner beginning again
All those fuck-ups counted for nothing
'Cause nothing makes sense
I am never quite fully awake
Never completely asleep, yeah

I'm walking around like a soldier who's home from war
Lost in a foreign landscape I used to know
Will I ever feel like I belong?
Will I ever feel like I belong anywhere?

Here I lie like a lover who isn't in love
He stares at the cracks in the ceiling six feet above
He knows just how it feels to buckle beneath the weight
There's only so much you can take
There's only so much you can take

I might never be normal again
I might never be normal again
Never be normal again
Oh, never be normal again
But who cares? I ask, who cares?
Ah, who cares?

Now I'm standing disheveled at your door
Covered in dust and dirt but full of hope
We might never be normal again
We might never be normal again
But who cares? I ask, who cares?