Barely Alive

I'm not really this distant
I'm not really this plagued
I'm not really destructive
I've fallen from your faith
I'm already distracted
I'm already displaced
I'm already defensive
I've lost me on the way

Take your time a little bit
Watch you fall in like the innocent
You'll go blind with eyes of vigilance
Then get put in your place
Make your mind ambivalent
When you fall just like the innocent
Who've been stuck in rhyme for reasoning
As you push them away

Why won't you bury a lie
Cause you gon' tell me tonight
How much you hate me
Hands on your safety
Why don't you dare me to die
You know I'm barely alive
Under you lately
Can't you be crazy

It sounds like
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
And it goes
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

It's so funny how our senses fail
The lady in the blue dress addressed to kill
It's family tradition to be stricken
But your mystery it fades when you won't even shed your fucking veil
Sick of the signs, sick of the rhymes
Thinking about you daily
Calling all cars, send me your parts
Picking apart you lately
Yeah, so put your lies in the sky
Because next things next you'll be buried alive

Why won't you bury a lie
Cause you gon' tell me tonight
How much you hate me
Hands on your safety
Why don't you dare me to die?
You know I'm barely alive
Under you lately
Can't you be crazy

It sounds like
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh