Sad Forever

You always seem so charming
If only all your friends they really knew
You're so explosive, it's alarming
Always watching you manipulate the truth

I think my reputation speaks for itself
And your track record does as well
Oh well, I'm done living in your hell

I don't wanna be sad forever
Forever never let me speak the truth
And I always knew that I deserved so much better
Than all your mental and emotional abuse

The word accountability
You can't pronounce and cannot even comprehend
I was a slave in your captivity
Your bullets ricocheted then clipped me in the head

You know my self-respect depleted itself
And your delusion treats you well
Oh well, go give somebody else that hell

I don't wanna be sad forever
Forever never let me speak the truth
And I always knew that I deserved so much better
Than all your mental and emotional abuse

I don't wanna be sad
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be happy