Текст песни The Right Atrium (Exit) - Gasp

It's like I'm writing this before I've even met her yet
Before I fell in love
Ignore my sense of self
Oh so you selling drugs
Selfish is as selfish does
Save your breath I've had enough
I'm taking steps but it's hella hurts
Who you telling first
Why you such a jealous cunt
Trust
I'd show you love if you could spell the word
Been there, done that, got the dunce cap
You thought i'd come back, I did but just not like that
Sorry, I'm getting side tracked
I'm just trying to take my life back
She was dressed in a nice bag, tight satchet
She showed me this beat, i found it quite catchy
But in hindsight it's quite shite actually
I know that reason why I quite like to write polite apathy
Sitting waiting for her to attack me
A mad dick for scene that's what attracts me
I could fall for every one of you
Order the separate k
Maybe one or two
I don't wanna die I just want something
You disgusting
Whose disgusting views
Am I becoming you
Is that the truth coming through, uh
I just wanna kiss you neck and pull your hair
You want me to put it where? I was never told I shouldn't stare
Shes in love, it never mattered like i couldnt care
No disrespect
What? I probably shouldn't share
She's only happy when my hands around her throat
So every time we fuck she's dying to be choked, uh
Find me dying at your door
We're both lying on your floor
So in love we just start crying cause it's sore
I'm relying on her more
Trying to ignore the fact she's stopped replying to me more
I never mind
I'm so tired
I can barely keep my eyes open,
All these lies have left me heart broken
What is it really that you want from me
What is it really that you need
What is it really that made you change your mind
What is it really that made you reap what was mine
What is it really that you want from me
What is it really that you need
What is it really that made you change your bed
What is it really that made you break what's mine
Woe is me
I've always give you everything I wrote for free
But that is just so me
That is just so me
I'm unwell again, we were the best of friends
I can't trust anyone anymore but don't have many friends
I can't trust myself
I wish I was someone else
I wish I were somewhere else
I wish there was something else
Just to distract me
I'm blacking out but I'm sober now
One minute im in the kitchen the next I'm in my room sitting down
Why's she not answer in my calls, I feel sick
Everything's just too much to deal with
I haven't ate a meal since fuck knows when
I wonder if she still thinks about me
If you're listening just know I still love you
You were that one true one who could change me
But it turned to "fuck you, this is too crazy,"
Left the house screaming, "It was your baby,"
Aye now, I knew, but we couldn't take care of each other
Never mind a child
Slightly riled your decision
No you've got all life to live
Plus mine is filled with all kinds of shit
So I guess that saturation kind of got me writing this
Nah, what's the point though
Maws not respecting him
So I feel talentless, worthless
Like it's not worth your purchase
Questioning my poplus surplus, nervous
Are these words even worth my effort
Desperate, rejected, like I'm not accepted
What's wrong with me? What's expected
Dejected, no, people don't cherish me
Don't acknowledge my hard work
Disregarded
Feel my life departed
Feeling like an empty shell
I fell in love and then she left as well
Only left with loneliness
Never gonna get much closer to a bond that lasts
Its like the more I give the more I don't exist
What is it really that you want from me
What is it really that you need
What is it really that made you change your mind
What is it really that made you reap what's mine
What is it really that you want from me
What is it really that you need
What Is it really that made you change your bed
What is it really that made you break what's mine