Tinkin

Devil's in the truth but it won't let me through to you
Whole world in a room, can't burn what you love
Can't learn what you lose, let them turn stick and move

Let the dirt give me sleep, I want nothing but the steep
I know nothing of peace, still chilling with the beast
Smoking pinners, making beats, eating dinner with my love
Love her more than I can speak, put my family above

Everybody that you see, ten of you is two of me
Came from nothing what you know, but it's relativity
Maybe something I found, father, father had to leave
Mother, mother can't dream, if we live another week

Grant me freedom of the soul, freedom, freedom to be me
Freedom, freedom see me old, freedom, freedom let me live
Freedom, freedom give me strength, self doubt never creeps in my head
Now steady does it, hear me, alright, now steady does it

Alright, now look
Kinda paro but I'm more shallow than thinking deep
Chased shadows and I found nothing worth taking note
Baby boy till I got myself a bloody nose
He pulled a knife when I was 13 and I ran back home
They stole my bike when I cycled town, I felt a fool
I was outside with the big boys, Who didn't get to school
Loud kid that made a little noise, And got boxed in quickly
Yeah I hate myself so when I see me in ya, I'm boxing you

I'm crying on the beat since I'm 17, I seen they watch me grow
Only G-O-D can judge me now, the older I get I know
How am I on the jet way across the world, And still wanna think of woes
Still love, for the bloods gone cold sometimes
I still wanna kill the bros for that shit look
Guess I grew up as a crook, now tryna get it by the book
I'm regretting what I took, my soul might never be unshook
Still smile like I don't give a fuck
Still smile when I think about them hard times gone by cause I got em done
Too easy's no fun, you see me I've sung
My life on a sleeve, I will not deceive
I will not become the road in itself
I am not to serve, I am to love and to help
I am to lead to the bell, the coward the fallen and greedy
Car bombs in my back pocket I'm, born ready to free me
Silhouettes of my ugly self don't hinder much I'm still dreaming
Hate now but you love me then so I'll build you up to burn even, woah woah

Kinda paroo but I'm more shallow than thinking deep
Chase shadows and I found nothing worth taking notes
Baby boy till I got myself a bloody nose
He pulled a knife when I was 13 and I ran back home
He stole my bike when I cycled town and I felt a fool
I was outside with the big boys who didn't get to school
Loud kid that made a little noise and got boxed in quickly

Ya we hate ourselves so if we see us in ya we are boxing you
I seen it watch me grow
The older I get I know
I still wanna think of woes
I still wanna kill the