Rather Be Dead

Yeah
Won't you love me like you said?
I've been caught up in my own brain, baby, baby
I'd rather be dead
Fighting my mind like all the time
'Cause I'll end up alone
I hear them calling me, calling me, calling me

Woke up alone, another night that I gave you
Out of control when the heart feel unstable
I got a body here in my bed
My head wants another with me instead
I look to my left, casualties I been leaving
I've been to war, know I fight for the feeling
Walk off alone, I'm the one who surviving
Might die alone when the heart's undecided

Pray you not alone
Why you call for me, call for me, call for me, call for me?
You know we dying alone
I push you off of me, off of me, why you keep calling me?
Please leave me alone
I hear them calling me, calling me, calling me
Pray you not alone

Yeah
Won't you love me like you said?
I've been caught up in my own brain, baby, baby
I'd rather be dead
Fighting my mind like all the time
'Cause I'll end up alone
I hear them calling me, calling me, calling me

Pray you not alone
Why you keep calling me, calling me, calling me?
You know we dying alone

Got a fear of contentment, it come with fear of what's missing
It's formal, the latest promo for why I'm never committed
I seen lovers lose interest in inches 'til it's extended
Relationships end in ruins when two of them build resentment
I can't let it be me again, I would rather be kissing friends
I can't fall in the deepest end
That's the place where the secrets end
I got things that I need to hide, secrets that hurt my deepest pride
See you still tryna peek inside, I don't know why you even try

Pray you not alone
Why you call for me, call for me, call for me, call for me?
You know we dying alone
I push you off of me, off of me, why you keep calling me?
Please leave me alone
I hear them calling me, calling me, calling me
Pray you not alone

Won't you love me like you said?
I've been caught up in my own brain, baby, baby
I'd rather be dead
Fighting my mind all the time
I'll end up alone
I hear them calling me, calling me, calling me
Pray you not alone

Calling me, calling me, calling me, calling me, calling me